Alone with people.

 Do you ever feel like nobody understand you? Like you are alone even if there is a hundred people around you? This is what I feel right now. I think there was a days when you felt it too.  I know it is hard. Hard to explain and hard to not talking about it.
 There are a days when your heart is like a other person, like it has his own life, like it do not wanna listen you. I do not know what my heart wanna tell me right now. I know it is missing. Missing a one person, a boy, who left it a few days ago and did not came back. My heart really liked him and now suffers because it cannot see him.
 I know you know what I am talking about. Your heart also felt alone and suffered in the past. Every heart felt it. But you know.. it is how it should be. Because I think.. if people we appreciate, love, like more or like less.. if those people never left us, do we would appreciate their in our lives? I think no. Because if they never left us we would never know how it is without them in our lives and maybe we might even feel like we do not need them. It would be so wrong!
 Maybe it really hurt when they leave us, but they have to do it. We have to live with it. Without them. But the good thing is that some people always come back.
 I do not know that I am feeling right now but I know for sure that my heart is really messed up and really missing someone, and want him back so much like nothing else. But there is nothing I can do and nothing you can do. We have to wait. Wait for their come back. Which will.

 I know I messed this first note, but I have to told everything I felt. Even if this is not clear. And I hope you understand and forgive me my not good English, but I am not English, I am Polish. But I tried to told it everything as good as I can. I hope you appreciate, understand and will love <3